“Trips, Spirals, and Mountains”
I am all kinds of tired today after locking horns with A. So I think I shall refrain from talking about him, and let this dreadful day disappear from memory.
Some days there is no learning curve.
Some days I don’t come out shining.
Some days I am low on patience and high on weepiness.
Some days the only tripping I do is guilt tripping.
Some days my heart is in my shoes. I stomp on it myself with every step.
Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow I will take better care of myself.
Tomorrow I will put down the guilt mountain.
Tomorrow I will disconnect from the shame spiral.
Tomorrow I will be friends with autism again.
Till then, bed is the best place for me. Thank you, my sisters and friend-sisters, who always remind me I am loved, and who never judge. I love you back.